Riley Janae

It's been two months since we were with our girl. We have both been on such a rollercoaster of emotions. Riley is on my mind all day, every day. I have been trying to stay busy getting all sorts of long overdue projects done. Every task I complete I do with the thought of how much time I will have for my girl with out these things hanging over my head. We're finally in PGN which is family court in Guatemala. We're two weeks into what is usually a six to eight week process. We were hoping to have Riley home by Halloween, but that's not going to happen. At this rate we'll be lucky to have her home by thanksgiving. The thing that is so stressful is that her birthday is Dec. 17th. We need our girl home now. My arms are so empty without her!

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Where do I start? I guess it would have to be when I first laid eyes on our girl. I knew who she was the instant I saw her. I had fallen in love with her picture when we first got her referral, but that was nothing compared to what I felt when she was placed into my arms. I didn't know how I was going to be able to hand her back to her foster mom. Riley wasn't the least bit afraid of us. She is a well adjusted and sweet baby. I can only say good things about her foster family. It was obvious that they love her deeply and give her the best of care. Our first few hours with her were spent in awe. We just couldn't believe we were holding her and she was ours. When she looked at me with those big brown eyes, she swallowed my heart whole! She laughs and smiles a lot but when she sees the camera her smile disappears. I had often wondered why they never sent pics with her smiling, now I know. Brian was so cute with her! When she had a dirty diaper, he jumped right up and took care of business. Mind you, he was suppressing a few gags but he pressed on. He was so proud of the fact he was changing a stinky! I hated to burst his bubble, but what he thought was a major mess was really no more then a dirty fart! The real mess was a couple of hours later and believe me when I say he wanted no part of that one!!!! We played for the longest time and took a couple of walks around the hotel and met a few other people visiting their new babies. We met a couple on the plane, Steve and Jolene Grove, they were there to visit the third child they are adopting from Guatemala. This was their eighth trip over and they really helped us out a lot. For one thing, I broke our camera 30 minutes before Riley got to the hotel! Steve took Brian out to find a camera shop. It was quite a little adventure for them. Steve knew there was one close by but it took them a little while to find it. I guess just about every store had armed guards. Brian said they saw a few sawed-off shot guns. Any way, the camera was much better than the one I broke so it worked out for the best. I had to endure being called Gracie for a couple of weeks but it was worth it.

Posted by Brian & Robbie at 10:00 PM | Permalink | Comments

Well we have been in Guatemala since the 11th. The foster mother brought Riley to us Saturday morning around 9:30am. I can't begin to explain the feelings I had when I first met Riley. Robbie fell to pieces, and then the foster mother fell to pieces when she saw Robbie crying.

It has been non stop since then! We have enjoyed every second of it! We are both tired, but totally in love with our little girl. Hopefully we will be bringing her home permanently soon.

I'm sure Robbie will post more about the trip when we get home.

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We are just a few hours away from the first part of our flight to visit Riley. With all the nonsense going on with airline travel right now we thought it would be best to get to the airport a few hours early. We start with a four hour flight to Houston then take a connecting into Guatemala city. We are both so full of mixed emotions! I cannot believe that in just twenty four hours we are going to be holding our daughter for the first time! I'm so tense that everyone is getting on my last nerve.

When we had made it through security, I found a nice table next to a coffee stand where we could plug in the lap top. Brian was on a mission for a morning jolt, so I staked out our claim on the table.
Brian hadn't been gone more that two minutes when a young man in sunglasses plopped down in the third chair. I thought he would leave as soon as he had his shoes on, but oh no, I'm not that lucky. He began talking to me as though we had already been in the middle of a conversation, that's not unusual for me, I can talk to just about anyone. I was a little nervous that he would try to get away with one of my bags. I kept trying to work on the laptop but he just kept going and going. Finally Brian came back and after a few more awkward minutes the kid left.

but that's not the best part, after taking a drink I set my cup down and what do you think happened? That's right, BRIAN spilled it! It narrowly missed the laptop and only slightly got my shoes. Needless to say we're both worried that this is just a sign of things to come.

So pray for us friends, that we may not be unduly traumatized by our little adventure here. After all, we weren't about to let some idiot terrorist keep us from Riley, so this should be a cake walk right?

Posted by Brian & Robbie at 7:36 AM | Permalink | Comments

I'm not nearly as good with words as Robbie is, but I will do my best. We recevied approval today to go visit Riley!! This will be such a fantastic trip. We are both so excited! We will have Riley to ourselves for 3 whole days. Robbie received some terrible news her sister in law passed away this evening. Robbie will be on her way to AZ, and then return for our trip to Guatemala to see Riley. Here are some pictures of Riley that we have received over the last few months. We typically get new pictures every month. We both hope we con go bring her home permanently soon!

Posted by Brian & Robbie at 11:23 PM | Permalink | Comments

March 20th was a great day. I had an early appointment for a CT scan, no problems, just a routine check up. Anyway, I was getting caught up on our adoption progress with one of the techs that I'm friends with. I had brought her up to speed and promised to let her know as soon as we had any news to share. I went out to my car and called Brian to let him know how things went and OH MAMA, was that ever a call to remember! Brian told me he had some good news and I just assumed it was work related. He told me that we had a referral for a three month old baby girl! I can't begin to tell you how wonderful that felt. I went right back upstairs and told my friend, she was almost as stunned as I was . I was only about two minutes away from my chemo clinic so I had to go and tell my friends there. This child is going to have so many aunt's she won't know what to do. I know I started calling family and friends blubbering like an idiot, nothing new in that some would say. Brian had told me that we had pictures on e-mail but before I could go home I had a very important stop to make. Babies-r-us!!!!!!!! I don't even remember what I bought that day, my head was so high in the clouds . Dawn called me while I was there to let me know she had seen the pics and that I needed to get home to see how beautiful my daughter was. Wow, my daughter! I just can't believe that I get to say those words. When I got home and opened that e-mail I thought my heart would burst. One look at that sweet face and I was lost forever! Did you see those cheeks? I can't wait to kiss those fat things.

Posted by Brian & Robbie at 9:10 PM | Permalink | Comments

If you ever thought buying a house involved a massive amount of paper work, you ain't seen nothin yet. Multiply the mortgage process by about five times and you might come close! It was just very fortunate for me that I have a husband who has no problem wading through endless requests for this that and the other. If it was left to me to handle, well we would probably have had to settle for another dog. This will balance out in the long run because Brian is just as intimidated by dirty diapers as I am paper work. Did I say balance? I think he will be changing a few dirties after all! Believe me, I will have the camcorder ready to roll on his first attempt. I'm hoping it will be good enough to send into America's funniest home videos. Maybe we'd win and be able to offset the cost of this adoption. Hey, it's worth a try.

We found out early on that due to my medical history that we were not going to be able to adopt through Russia or any part of eastern Europe. Not a problem. You see, I don't care what country we adopt from. I can love any child of any color. I just want to be Mama. Guatemala did not have a problem approving me. Their main concern is finding good homes for their kids.

So after Brian made sure that all the I's were dotted and the T's crossed we sent off stacks of tree products with the appropriate golden government seals. And then we waited.

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